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Happy Malaysia Day!!

Assalamualaikum..

Finally..after months of no news, i'm back!!!
hehehe...

baru perasan, memang da lama sgt2 tak update post kat blog.
what to do, work keeps me really busy..
lots of things happened, good and bad..lotsss!!!!

But, that is not the main point of today's writing.

it's 16 September, and our beloved Malaysia Day..
secara jujurnya, berapa peratus semangat kebangsaan anda sekarang??
a tough question right??

How happy I am with my nation?
to be honest, there are lots of areas that i think Malaysia needs to improve..
and i always say "how i wish we have this and this and this and that in Malaysia!"

yup, our nation lacks of lots of things, but that do not make our nation bad.
for what we thought we have it worse, we actually are better than some other countries..
it's good to compare us with other developed countries, but also take a look on those unfortunate countries..
we are so much better..

take a look on how many countries consist of multi-racial people like us..
not that many..
see how well we live among us despite lots of unhealthy situation here and there?
i would say, we are okay but we need to work to communicate better..

Well Malaysians..
we are just a small country that is trying to figure out the best way to make us a better one..
dont critic too much, rather put on some encouraging remarks so that we can be a real 1Malaysia..
it does not start with the government alone, we, the people play the roles as well..
for today, put everything behind, hand-in-hand, smile and say:
"I'm proud to be Malaysian".

Happy Malaysia Day everyone!!!

Hello Again!!!

It has been awhile since I last wrote my entry..Well, it's already 2014 and my life has been always challenging. In fact, it is already February and things have never been easy.. What to do, life needs some dramatic exchange..

I'm itching to write, but I have never really had the time or precisely mood to write.. A part of the reason is I do not really know what to write.. I am always interested to try my hands on writing but it seems I'm having difficulties in certain areas which need to be improved, language-wise especially.


I can't believe that I'm reaching my second year of working at the same place and as an educator (I can't believe I'm using this word), I am yet to prove myself that I'm a good one. I'm not sure how my students thought of me, but I am working hard to be a good educator, the one they can always trust and lean on. I believe that I'm still lacking in a lot of ways, but as time goes by, experience is the best teacher. Gosh, did I just wrote that?? (Why do I sound that I'm impressed by my own words?)

Yup, it's 2014 and I realised something. I do not really have new year resolutions. Wait, I never really had one to begin with. Gosh, am I neglecting myself too much? I do agree that we need some sort of aims or goals that we want to achieve to drive us forward., but it kind of not working on me. As if, I am just following the trend. Maybe I am not really ambitious enough or perhaps, I don't really understand my own stands of life. I shall start thinking hard of what I really want to do from now on.

Okay, enough with this. It's time for this sleeping beauty ( can't I just assume I am?) to go to bed. It's working day dude, and I need no reason to be late tomorrow knowing that I am a sleepyhead. Okay folks, time to bid goodbye..Happy dreaming everyone!!!