lets have some fun~~

I thought myself as a dull, boring yet sweet girl..hehehheeh..especially when i'm with people i just knew. i could be hyperactive, sarcastic and charming with my best girl and guy friends. some said that i'm quite friendly that they often mistaken as that or this someone's girl. unfortunately i'm own by no one..so sad..but, life is simple yet complicated. so lets just have fun and enjoy the moments without worries or arguments. let have some peace sometimes, and let argue when necessary. Friends, life is too short to cry on~~~~

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Assalamualaikum..

aigooo~~`tu la la perkataan pertama yang aku sebut pagi. Tersangatlah malas aku nak bangun tadi. Yelah, semalam aku tido lambat kot. (perosak bahasa tol aku ney). 

well anyways, having feeling so sleepy, i'm about to sleep. I'm so sleepy but i restrain a bit. I'm wacthing "KAMILAH BINTANG" which I found a very great show for young teenagers, with no elimination. That's a new way of reality show. Plus, I've watched most of the episodes, and my favourite is FAISAL!!! He's very talented. He captured my eyes the moment he started singing. That's awesome. Hope that he'll turn to be someone's great in the industry years later.Others are good too; Wani is very consistently amazing, Dayang is getting there, Farhan is someone's to watch out, Aiman is up to par, and Qistina needs more learning. overall, they will be good years ahead. 

why am i talking about it????

(^_^)

Faisal Kamilah Bintang - Fantasia Bulan Madu

cant believe that this young boy has such a powerful voice.

Faisal Kamilah Bintang - Salam Terakhir

i love the way he sings. he's young but he has a lot of potential. i've been looking for the video. hope i'll find a better one and post it here~~
faisal, jjang!!

부활 - 사랑이란건.avi

one of the best song with passionate music, plus great vocal..
buhwal, jjang~~~

reflecting~~~

What a day~~Chinese New Year is around the corner, and here I am, stuck somewhere in UPM..but that's the choice I've chosen.. I really wanted to go home, it's just that I wanna reflect myself more. I'm trying my own goals of doing what I'm doing. I don't want to regret at some point of my life further ahead. I wanna proudly said, I know what I'm doing. And that's the bigger problem that I'm facing. I kinda lost, and seems I can't figure out which road to take. Life isn't that complicated, right? It just our minds keep contradicting our hearts. I really wish I can figure out which road to walk once I'm done.

Whitney Houston I Didn't Know My Own Strength lyrics

Lost touch with my soul
I had no where to turn
I had no where to go
Lost sight of my dream,
Thought it would be the end of me
I thought I’d never make it through
I had no hope to hold on to,
I thought I would break

I didn’t know my own strength
And I crashed down, and I tumbled
But I did not crumble
I got through all the pain
I didn’t know my own strength
Survived my darkest hour
My faith kept me alive
I picked myself back up
Hold my head up high
I was not built to break
I didn’t know my own strength

Found hope in my heart,
I found the light to life
My way out of the dark
Found all that I need
Here inside of me
I thought I’d never find my way
I thought I’d never lift that weight

I thought I would break

I didn’t know my own strength
And I crashed down, and I tumbled
But I did not crumble
I got through all the pain
I didn’t know my own strength
Survived my darkest hour
My faith kept me alive
I picked myself back up
Hold my head up high
I was not built to break
I didn’t know my own strength

There were so many times I
Wondered how I’d get through the night I
Thought took all I could take

I didn’t know my own strength
And I crashed down, and I tumbled
But I did not crumble
I got through all the pain
I didn’t know my own strength
Survived my darkest hour
My faith kept me alive
I picked myself back up
Hold my head up high
I was not built to break
I didn’t know my own strength
http://www.directlyrics.com/whitney-houston-i-didnt-know-my-own-strength-lyrics.html
this a song that's very inspiring and moving~~i love the song so much~~

refreshing~~

Hurm..what I wanna write today huh?? Can't really figure out something but I had an enjoyable day today at least. I had fun with my deary best friend, Murnie. It's good to have fun sometimes, that's why I have in mind. It seems like I can't do much things, feel like my mind is somewhere else. I can't bring myself to focus on things that I've should.  Sometimes, I think I've lost my interest and unmotivated to keep on progressing.
Let's find the spirit back~~~

my tiring yet awesome day~~~

Our Exciting Journey~~

I had a very enjoying and exciting day last Saturday. Our original plan was to have fun at Desa Water Park. At a very last moment, we've decided to make a journey to Melaka. It was around 1 hour and 15 mins (I guess) hehe from there, so let's give it a try we said. I slept in awhile due to my dizzyness and woke up to see that we were at Ayer Keroh toll.  And finally, we're there~~~

We parked our car and walked around. Melaka is really amusing and beautiful. We went to many places, and can't believe that the historical part of the city is being taken care real good. I've been there twice, yet the third time is still exciting just like the first time. I have to thanks Murnie for the invitation, Aien for being our driver and Sinah for sharing our good moments together. We've met for the first time, but it felt like we've known each other for a long time~~thanks guys~~

 I believe that good moments are meant to be shared. No matter who spent the day, or how we did that, as long as the memory is there, even the first time will become priceless memory. I had fun that day, I'm glad that I joined them that day~~ 

GUYS, thank you for the memories~~~

how can i??

I'm so dead~~ I feel like losing a part of myself which I adore. Seems like lately, I've turned into somebody which I really hope I could change. I guess some changes are not meant to be fit for me. The feeling that I have now is a mix of despair and joy. I'm proud, but the feeling is slowly fading. I have nothing much to offer to myself. Sometimes, I feel so disappointed over my own self. Soon, I began to understand. It is me that will decide which one that I wanna be; the past me or the new me. Either one, that's the path I'll decided to walk on and any other changes that'll come, I've to handle them wisely. I've to prepared to face the battle on the real world~~

dunno~~

i guess my mind has come to point zero..Gosh, i need to figure out something for my solo performance, yet i have nothing in mind.. My first idea is about Minangkabau, but i'm afraid i can't bring the Indonesian presence in my performance. So, i figured something else which I'm very interested in.. "bachelor parasite" aka parasit bujang..sounds really interesting. However, the real issue is how am i going to show the Japanese culture in that chosen issue. Since it is more to modern, so i kinda inspired to put the traditional and modern culture together. Can i do that?????
Help me~~~~

FRIDAY

it's Friday already~~
it's a good day isn't it? but not really for me..this is the day when i have class from 5-8pm.. i really hoped for no more class until 8pm, but guess it'll never gonna happen. So, we can't go against the power right? upset, but we are gonna have fun all along the class. My minor classes are when I enjoy most. We have it all there; laughter, pressures, smiles, new experiences, friendship and arguments. It sounds great right??

since it's my final sem, i have to give my all so that i won't regret for not doing what i wanted to do. let's share and express ourself better and better..
GOOOOO~~~

new year, new beginning

it's new year..let's start hoping for the best..
i'm looking forward for what this year will offer.. i guess i have to play my part as well in making it fun and worthy..
GOAL~~do i have one?? not in particular.. but  i wanna graduate by the end of the sem and do all i could to finish my FYP which actually terrifying me..hhuhuhuhuhuuu...what should i do?? i could consider that as a booster right??
well, since it's new  year let's have fun throughout the year and think positively ahead..
hope 2011 will create lots of new memories that will last forever..
2011, let's have fun!!!!