My Fav Song

ROBBIE WILLIAMS - BETTER MAN-

Send someone to love me

I need to rest in arms

Keep me safe from harm

In pouring rain

Give me endless summer

Lord I fear the cold

Feel I'm getting old

Before my time

As my soul heals the shame

I will grow through this pain

Lord I'm doing all I can

To be a better man

Go easy on my concious

'Cause it's not my fault

I know I've been taught

To take the blame

Rest assured my angels

Will catch my tears

Walk me out of here

I'm in pain

As my soul heals through the shame

I will grow through this pain

Lord I'm doing all I can

To be a better man

Once you've found that lover

You're homeward bound

Love is all around

Love is all around

I know some have fallen

On stony ground

But love is all around

Send someone to love me

I need to rest in arms

Keep me safe from harm

In pouring rain

Give me endless summer

Lord I fear the cold

Feel I'm getting old

Before my time

As my soul heals the shame

I will grow through this pain

Lord I'm doin' all I can 

To be a better man

p/s- I just love the song, and still loving it till..

Guess good song lives forever..

Mentally Unstable

My mind is no longer here.. Feel like I need to breathe some air..I need space, I need time, I need everything that I need, now!!! I just can't tell exactly what I need at this very own moment. It’s just crazy!! I don’t even have any idea of what’s going on in my head. Everything is a mess. I can’t focus on anything. My mind won’t let me think of anything.

Is it because I was so tired today? Having to teach from 9am to 6pm, sometimes I wonder, am I a wonder woman?? It happens every Tuesday ever since the new batch starts their sem. Well, the blame is not on them, it just I that, I need some moment of my own.

It’s not a positive attitude to sigh on this and that as if you’re regretting everything that happened. Well, I think I just need to stop whining and do my job more earnestly.

I am so dead now- spiritually!! But, why do I feel comforted whenever I am writing as if it helps me to take off the burden in my heart? Gosh, I am so blessed!!

Enough with all the nonsense!! Gotta clear the mess in my head now??How?? I don’t know, but I hope I’ll find a way very soon.

Take your time, dear!!

Till then, adios!!!

WARNING!!!

No worry, I'm not gonna eat you in any way!!

So Not Ready!!!

Assalamualaikum..

Hey folks..

Kinda lost in thoughts at the moment..

But above all, I am so tired, mentally and physically..

Thank goodness finally the voting is over..

I cant explain how happy I am knowing that the election is no longer the priority.

Do I sound selfish and ignorant?? Well, even if I do, hell I care less about it.

The thing is, people talk too much on politics, as if they are the walking information center.

I do not mind at all about these talks knowing that it happens in any country in the world.

What bothers me the most is that, politicians and the man themselves were being too centered on "selling" out their bluffs. Well, I cant say that they did it without the mind of serving the country, yet why do I feel everything was over-nice.

Everybody was being sensitive, too sensitive in fact that you would not dare to voice out your true needs. The elders were showing their "party-ism" and somehow forcing the youngsters to believe what they believe is the worth believing. 

I could not care more about politics, in fact I hate politics and that's why I chose to be ignorant. At least, I initiated myself to care what is needed to be cared, and ignored those bluffs without exception. I have always dislike politics, but that does not mean I do not care enough. For me, politics is scary..

Enough with all these nonsense on politics..

Lets walk hand in hand and build a nation with stronger roots that is worth respected by others. Lets give each other a big hug and says "We are proud to be Malaysians".

xoxo

night y'alls...