teslians~~

~~my memories of uitm melaka~~

God, i miss them all!! it's been awhile since our last meeting. It was short, around 1 year only yet we were able to create many beautiful moments together. Gosh, wish that we can go back to where we were and enjoy those moments one more time.  

Guys, i miss you like crazy.. faten, let's go to class together again!! saki~keep on helping me on my english.. moon, tj, bunda, alia, cak~~best buddies forever!! munirah, tun, ninie, yana, fiqah- though we were on different blocks, that doesn't matter.. fiza~tq for being my rumet.. GUYS (ikram, hud, alief, syahmi, hussien + iqbal)~ though you're few, but you keep rocking..hehheehehe..and also beloved atilea~~we miss u dear~~

miss u guys all~~

daydreaming~~

haa..refreshing..what i'm doing?? i have my final paper exam tomorrow yet i'm still gracefully browsing the internet.. i even haven't read anything for today.. should i gamble for tomorrow? !!hehhehhehee.. guess that's what i have in mind right now. that's so not good~~

Wake up Oniey.. you better start revising or else you'll never get a better score!!! wish somebody could say that to me right now~~

somebody help me please!!!

hello again~~

It's been awhile..it's good to write since i'm sincerely feeling like hell.. nothing goes the way i planned. i just cant focus on certain things that i'm doing, plus i'm not so into them.. guess the hardworking me has gone..the new me doesn't impress me much, rather giving me some problems..not that i'm can't accept my own self, but sometimes, i really, i mean REALLY do think my old is better.. i think those who know me knew how i was and could might see the difference.. chingu ya~~
             p/s- i really miss my old self~~

another worrisome day~~

Finally, I went out~~~gosh, how i miss going out after almost a month an half~~ Though we (me n Munie) went out a little late, around 5pm, it doesn't really matter cos it the fun we had that matter the most..
I didn't manage to buy the ticket but at least, it's good to be outside of UPM for awhile especially during the exam weeks..btw, my exam will start on 9hb and i haven't read a single word~~(so lazy)
nothing much to write, it just i miss writing..it's good to say the things i wanted without worrying about what others thought of me..

I've just received a shock news that one of my classmate has been operate for having 'darah beku' in his brain..
i just cant believe it.. Thanks to Allah, my friend said he's getting better right now..Alhamdulillah..we cant never guess what's waiting ahead us.. i hope that he'll get well soon.. Dehe, be strong..i'll pray for the best for you..

lost in thought~~~

i'm so dead..i've lost my motivation to study and complete my FYP..that's so not good!!! what should i do? i really need to get my battery recharged, yet i'm numb!!! i dont want to make it sounds as an excuse, but i really cant get myself to get things done.. all  i do all day long is wandering around. i did a little here and there, and that's only lasted for emmm, half an hour at least i guess??? yeah, that's suck..otteokke???

last nite, i went to my faculty for an event, "MALAM PUISI RIONG". it is nice to hear the poems but what i found really amusing was when Sabri Yunus (he's actually on of my favourite) reciting two poems in Kelantanese dialect which obviously my own dialect..hehehhehehe.. he's cool and great!!!two thumbs up!!! the other great performance was by Halim Yazid which is very famous for his song 'anak tupai' (dikir barat). he performed two songs which is 'anak tupai' and 'diri ambo'..that's really cool~~love them!!!

but all in all, still i regain my motivation which i'm looking for.. i really need to get all started back..oooo what should i do?????

  p/s- help me please~~~~