Happy Malaysia Day!!

Assalamualaikum..

Finally..after months of no news, i'm back!!!
hehehe...

baru perasan, memang da lama sgt2 tak update post kat blog.
what to do, work keeps me really busy..
lots of things happened, good and bad..lotsss!!!!

But, that is not the main point of today's writing.

it's 16 September, and our beloved Malaysia Day..
secara jujurnya, berapa peratus semangat kebangsaan anda sekarang??
a tough question right??

How happy I am with my nation?
to be honest, there are lots of areas that i think Malaysia needs to improve..
and i always say "how i wish we have this and this and this and that in Malaysia!"

yup, our nation lacks of lots of things, but that do not make our nation bad.
for what we thought we have it worse, we actually are better than some other countries..
it's good to compare us with other developed countries, but also take a look on those unfortunate countries..
we are so much better..

take a look on how many countries consist of multi-racial people like us..
not that many..
see how well we live among us despite lots of unhealthy situation here and there?
i would say, we are okay but we need to work to communicate better..

Well Malaysians..
we are just a small country that is trying to figure out the best way to make us a better one..
dont critic too much, rather put on some encouraging remarks so that we can be a real 1Malaysia..
it does not start with the government alone, we, the people play the roles as well..
for today, put everything behind, hand-in-hand, smile and say:
"I'm proud to be Malaysian".

Happy Malaysia Day everyone!!!

Hello Again!!!

It has been awhile since I last wrote my entry..Well, it's already 2014 and my life has been always challenging. In fact, it is already February and things have never been easy.. What to do, life needs some dramatic exchange..

I'm itching to write, but I have never really had the time or precisely mood to write.. A part of the reason is I do not really know what to write.. I am always interested to try my hands on writing but it seems I'm having difficulties in certain areas which need to be improved, language-wise especially.

I can't believe that I'm reaching my second year of working at the same place and as an educator (I can't believe I'm using this word), I am yet to prove myself that I'm a good one. I'm not sure how my students thought of me, but I am working hard to be a good educator, the one they can always trust and lean on. I believe that I'm still lacking in a lot of ways, but as time goes by, experience is the best teacher. Gosh, did I just wrote that?? (Why do I sound that I'm impressed by my own words?)

Yup, it's 2014 and I realised something. I do not really have new year resolutions. Wait, I never really had one to begin with. Gosh, am I neglecting myself too much? I do agree that we need some sort of aims or goals that we want to achieve to drive us forward., but it kind of not working on me. As if, I am just following the trend. Maybe I am not really ambitious enough or perhaps, I don't really understand my own stands of life. I shall start thinking hard of what I really want to do from now on.

Okay, enough with this. It's time for this sleeping beauty ( can't I just assume I am?) to go to bed. It's working day dude, and I need no reason to be late tomorrow knowing that I am a sleepyhead. Okay folks, time to bid goodbye..Happy dreaming everyone!!!

Novel - Drama : Craziness!!!

Assalamualaikum..

Tiba-tiba teringin nak menulis pasal novel dan drama pula hari ini.

Memandangkan aku baru je lepas tengok drama "Sebenarnya Saya Isteri Dia", jom review sikit pasal novel ni.

Novel tulisan Zura Asyfar ni dah lama aku baca..Memang best.. Yang lagi best, bila ia direalitikan dalam drama dengan tajuk yang sama lakonan Tiz Zaqyah dan Izzue Islam..

So far, drama ni tak lari dengan plot novel walaupun ada beberapa bahagian yang boleh dipertikaikan..

Tapi tak dinafikan Tiz dan Izzue sangat cute..

Rasa jeles pon ada gak tadi bila tengok citer ni..

Disebabkan aku ni terlalu baca banyak novel, mula-mula drama ni nak kuar, aku tercampur plot novel ini dengan satu lagi novel best yang lebih kurang sama plotnye.. 

Novel Kahwin Ganti karya Aifa Batrisya ni pon bercerita kisah cinta selepas berkahwin antara seorang lelaki muda dan perempuan yang lebih tua.. Ceritanya lebih kurang dan masih lagi best.. Mungkin akan ada yang jumpa bersamaan antara kedua2 novel ni. I would say, it is still worth reading..

Sekarang ni lak, kami satu rumah tengak demam papa Adam..

Drama yang diilhamkan dari novel Teduhan Kasih karya Marissa ini memang kesukaan kami. Rasa macam sayang kalau miss satu episod.. 

Dengan lakonan hebat Adiputra, memang cair kami satu rumah.. Tambah2 bila tengok kasih sayang dia pada Adam.. Though I'm waiting for the love line between the two leads, but I just wish I could have  Ehsan (Adiputra) to myself.. Love sure is a strange thing, right..

He is a great actor himself, so I don't think it is hard to fall for him every single second..

Gosh, I am so damn loving this guy !!

Well, I can't stop this craziness. That's why I think I better pen off now..

Gotta come back to reality..

Lets support both our novelists and dramatists..

Spread the love......

My Fav Song

ROBBIE WILLIAMS - BETTER MAN-

Send someone to love me

I need to rest in arms

Keep me safe from harm

In pouring rain

Give me endless summer

Lord I fear the cold

Feel I'm getting old

Before my time

As my soul heals the shame

I will grow through this pain

Lord I'm doing all I can

To be a better man

Go easy on my concious

'Cause it's not my fault

I know I've been taught

To take the blame

Rest assured my angels

Will catch my tears

Walk me out of here

I'm in pain

As my soul heals through the shame

I will grow through this pain

Lord I'm doing all I can

To be a better man

Once you've found that lover

You're homeward bound

Love is all around

Love is all around

I know some have fallen

On stony ground

But love is all around

Send someone to love me

I need to rest in arms

Keep me safe from harm

In pouring rain

Give me endless summer

Lord I fear the cold

Feel I'm getting old

Before my time

As my soul heals the shame

I will grow through this pain

Lord I'm doin' all I can 

To be a better man

p/s- I just love the song, and still loving it till..

Guess good song lives forever..

Mentally Unstable

My mind is no longer here.. Feel like I need to breathe some air..I need space, I need time, I need everything that I need, now!!! I just can't tell exactly what I need at this very own moment. It’s just crazy!! I don’t even have any idea of what’s going on in my head. Everything is a mess. I can’t focus on anything. My mind won’t let me think of anything.

Is it because I was so tired today? Having to teach from 9am to 6pm, sometimes I wonder, am I a wonder woman?? It happens every Tuesday ever since the new batch starts their sem. Well, the blame is not on them, it just I that, I need some moment of my own.

It’s not a positive attitude to sigh on this and that as if you’re regretting everything that happened. Well, I think I just need to stop whining and do my job more earnestly.

I am so dead now- spiritually!! But, why do I feel comforted whenever I am writing as if it helps me to take off the burden in my heart? Gosh, I am so blessed!!

Enough with all the nonsense!! Gotta clear the mess in my head now??How?? I don’t know, but I hope I’ll find a way very soon.

Take your time, dear!!

Till then, adios!!!

WARNING!!!

No worry, I'm not gonna eat you in any way!!

So Not Ready!!!

Assalamualaikum..

Hey folks..

Kinda lost in thoughts at the moment..

But above all, I am so tired, mentally and physically..

Thank goodness finally the voting is over..

I cant explain how happy I am knowing that the election is no longer the priority.

Do I sound selfish and ignorant?? Well, even if I do, hell I care less about it.

The thing is, people talk too much on politics, as if they are the walking information center.

I do not mind at all about these talks knowing that it happens in any country in the world.

What bothers me the most is that, politicians and the man themselves were being too centered on "selling" out their bluffs. Well, I cant say that they did it without the mind of serving the country, yet why do I feel everything was over-nice.

Everybody was being sensitive, too sensitive in fact that you would not dare to voice out your true needs. The elders were showing their "party-ism" and somehow forcing the youngsters to believe what they believe is the worth believing. 

I could not care more about politics, in fact I hate politics and that's why I chose to be ignorant. At least, I initiated myself to care what is needed to be cared, and ignored those bluffs without exception. I have always dislike politics, but that does not mean I do not care enough. For me, politics is scary..

Enough with all these nonsense on politics..

Lets walk hand in hand and build a nation with stronger roots that is worth respected by others. Lets give each other a big hug and says "We are proud to be Malaysians".

xoxo

night y'alls...

Ahax!!

Assalamualaikum..

Lama rasanya tak menjengah blog kesayanganku ini.

Takde yang nak dikongsi, cuma rindu untuk menulis.

After so hectic weeks, now i'm back on my old term.

My new classes are starting and I'm hoping I wont have any trouble for the rest of the sem.

I'm still thinking about buying cars and i'm hoping I can have it ASAP..

Wait, do i have enough saving? lets think about it a little more girl.

I'm gonna have my PTD exam at the end of the week, so gotta learn the history once again.

Gosh, i heard the exam is hard. Well, you cant say it'll be easy right?

Hope everything will go smoothly..

Well, that's wrap up my writing for now.

Will see you when I do..